bringing back an old post...

certain events in the recent weeks have inspired me to bring back one post from July 2008... there are people out there in the world who say one thing and mean another there are people out there who are so adamant and persistent of their beliefs, believing that one day they will succeed but guess what, you don't win all the time just like in a football once your opponent puts the ball in your net, if you don't score, you lose, no matter how much you try not to let in another goal in an entire season, if you don't win matches often, you won't finish on top of anyone, just right at the bottom and either just manage to scrape through or be relegated to a lower division but certain things aren't like football certain things won't continue to renew themselves like how everyone begins on level terms again every new football season certain things you just can't win even if you continue to persist because certain things aren't meant to be shared by everyone some people just don't get it

the last few weeks

this is the shit i've been doing the last few weeks... in NON-CHRONOLOGICAL order.. first i bought and sprayed some realistic-looking toy guns for filming. then another gun (two of these actually) i went to watch SAFFC's shaky debut in the ACL, losing against Suwon and Kashima at home. and settled for some good ol' S.League action but a shock was in-store as Home lost to the Young Lions by a single goal i still had fun though as i was invited to play on the same field as Singapore legends uncle Dollah Kassim and Quah Kim Song, as well as Woodlands' coach Nenad Bacina, and a few other faces in local football.... popped by raffles place for some work in the middle of one of those weeks on an assignment to a uniquely-organised Singapore Cup draw before that i was hard at work with tA's 2009 photoshoot but i still had time to spare with my dear gf... turned out for kallangroar at dunearn on saturday before hitting my head in a collision with the goalkeeper, but after that it was still time spent with her at her area. and IN BETWEEN ALL THAT... 49 tiring days of work put in for this screenplay, but it'll all be bloody worth it in the end.

hahaha

i just wanna take one moment to laugh at "van" chua guan cheng. he thinks by posting whatever i said to him as "evidence", i'm going to be scared of him and respect whatever he does. well i say i'm better than someone who posts a dumb 'war' video with a short scene containing a maximum security institution and takes it down one day later. i'm way better than that. haha. i'm way better than some shitheads who think they're better management than people i've worked with for more than 7 years. i remember somebody said to another person about 4 things of which only 1 was completed. haha. let me throw this back at you. dekabreak vs gatack. what happened? woohoo! i'm also way better than scumbags who backstab others to try gain support and cause unrest within a group. what the fuck? if you think you're that good at politics, maybe you should go run for office. a year or two ago, you said we would be gone soon, with such management. whoops!! we're still here! guess what? we're better off without someone like you. a face like yours doesn't deserve shit. anywhere. you've got zero skills and zero talents and the worst thing about all of that is, you're not even willing to learn like the rest of us. you always think you're the top. why don't you bend over and suck your own wiener. well maybe you could do that. i don't know. maybe you could because your so ultra-thin. and P.S. if you're trying to make your groupies think we've got something against your group as a whole, stuff it mate. the problem lies with you alone.

update...

ok i'm not the most consistent in updating but, here's all those who wished me a happy 20th birthday... IN ORDER. 1. Xiaoyun 2. Liwen 3. Hidayat 4. Hadi 5. Jason (Delap) 6. Yimian 7. Cannie 8. Amanda 9. Jiing Yih 10. Michel 11. Jace 12. Meng Yeow 13. Alvin Lee 14. Nelson 15. Dad 16. Joe 17. Auntie Zizah 18. Jim 19. BEE 20. Basri 21. Rob 22. Kevin 23. Paul Goodwin 24. Kai 25. Zaidi 26. Daniel Ang 27. Yong Jian 28. Uncle Devo 29. Limin 30. Irfan 31. Khyrul 32. Benny 33. Hajar 34. Siewping 35. Gary 36. Zieda 37. Yong Cheng 38. Janet 39. Weijie Chua 40. Marilyn 41. Sam Scutt 42. Santono thank you all, especially my dearest girlfriend Liwen, for all the things she prepared for me! a little bit more update about my life so far - i've been busy with the screenplay of somewhat of a crime drama which tA is going to film this year. hope i can complete it by this saturday's meeting. back to work!