Sunday, April 27, 2008

buono viaggo

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

come undone

Mine, immaculate dream, made breath and skin, I've been waiting for you.
Signed, with a home tattoo, Happy birthday to you was created for you.

(Can't ever keep from falling apart.. At the seams)
(Cannot believe you're taking my heart.. to pieces)

Ahh, it'll take a little time, might take a little crime to come undone
Now we'll try to stay blind, to the hope and fear outside,
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind
And blow me in to cry.

Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone.

Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone.

Words, playing me deja vu, Like a radio tune I swear I've heard before,
Chill, is it something real, Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers

(Can't ever keep from falling apart.. at the seams)
(Cannot believe you're taking my heart.. to pieces)

Lost, in a snow filled sky, we'll make it alright, to come undone,
Now we'll try to stay blind, to the hope and fear outside,
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind -
And blow me in to cry.

Who do you need?
Who do you love?
When you come undone.

i feel so fucked

today is one of the worst days of my life. i missed 2 buses, 1 MRT and both shops i went to to cut my hair all closed. what the FUCK!

but that's not affecting me much, the worst thing is.. i feel so fucked up yet i don't even know what's the problem?

what is it?

can anybody tell me?

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

?????

???

Monday, April 21, 2008

honestly

never have i felt so vulnerable in my entire life
never have i felt so lost in an unfamiliar surrounding when i was supposed to be the one looking

though it comes across as a relief that nothing really happened

but it's only today that i really realise how much............

for more details pls PM me in MSN, thanks!

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

par avion

this is one of the most enchanting songs i've ever heard in my life.
listening to this song just makes me think of things.


Another day has passed me by
And there's an island in the sun
To see me through
Another day in paradise
But there's no reason, there's no rhyme
Without you

Here comes the night (night)
Here comes the dreaming of you
Breathing your love in me
Here comes the night (night)
Here comes the feeling I've been
Waiting here for so long
I've been waiting here for so long

There's a time and there's a place
When we can share the silver night
Silent room
In my bed an empty space
Cos there's no other in my life
Only you

Here comes the night (night)
Here comes the dreaming of you
Breathing your love in me
Here comes the night (night)
Here comes the feeling I've been
Waiting here for so long
I've been waiting here for so long

Here comes the night
Here comes the dreaming of you
Breathing your love in me
Here comes the night (night)
Here comes the feeling I've been
Waiting here for so long
I've been waiting here for so long

Monday, April 07, 2008

a few thoughts

isn't it my passion you ask? isn't that what i want to be?

yes it is, but it's definitely not a priority right now. especially when the force is always going to be around. there will always be crime happening and criminals to be caught. even when there is no crime happening, there will be work to do in the station. but all this will happen only in the future, when i join the police. even so, it's just a job.

the main reason why i'm not so focused on this right now is because i realise that there are other things which i need to focus on right now, and i need to put my concentration into these things before they are gone, forever.

like i said, the police will always be there.

Friday, April 04, 2008

fuck you understand!

some people just piss the hell out of me. some people are just constantly going against my flow over and over again. some people just like to do things which irritate myself and others.

if some people go too far, i fear that i will have to step in and do something about it.

kill. eliminate. terminate. all that it takes to get rid of some people.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

thank you everybody

I'd like to thank the following people below who made it on the day itself to wish me a Happy Birthday this 2008.

In order from 0000 - 2359 on 310308

1. Yun
2. Weiyi
3. Gan
4. Gareth
5. Basri
6. Nelson
7. Adam
8. Leon
9. Nigel
10. Huang
11. Janet
12. Jim
13. Guan Cheng
14. Kevin (Kay)
15. Shahidah
16. Jaclyn Tay
17. Shamira
18. Dad
19. Huifen
20. Joe
21. Devo
22. Jenita
23. Linda
24. Veronica
25. Erli
26. Erny
27. Daniel
28. Yong Jian
29. KH Tan
30. Kee Kiat
31. Yat
32. Luqman
33. Izad
34. WJ Lim
35. Myles
36. Weixiang
37. Illyas (NPCC)
38. Huiying
39. Ming Wei
40. Irfan
41. Mr Koh Mui Tee
42. Shankarie
43. Jacob
44. Auntie Zizah
45. Siewping
46. Fadzri
47. Clarence
48. Adel
49. Seri
50. Jolene
51. Quanta
52. Hadi
53. Kayee

It was a great day last Friday, and today as well. And several and certain people had a part to play in making my 19th birthday special.

On a side note, I suddenly realise it's April already.

It's always the case when you are just trying to settle in and suddenly everything is going to end...