betrayed

have you ever been betrayed before? i've been betrayed by people many times, but this one really takes the cake for the worst betrayal of all time. first, it's not even my fault. second, the person in question wants to make it sound as if it's my fault that i didn't do the things the person wanted me to do. firstly, i am not under the person's command. secondly, though i am not the type who would compare with others, although i must really say that the person has made considerably lesser contributions than me, even when we are in the same position. third, the person is somebody i felt i could trust, and have put my trust in for SO, GOD DAMNED LONG. what amazes me further is though i never even had the thought of severing any ties with the person in question, that person chooses to delete me from MSN, Friendster and even password their own blog! and what happened is not even my fault! look, this person has always been there helping me with certain stuff, and obviously i appreciate the help because i can't do it alone. but it's when you suddenly tell me that i'm not doing enough and i should be doing according to what you think is right, that is really unacceptable. come on, you've been following me for the past how many god damn events and you never even bothered to tell me so? you never said anything before, and several weeks after i finalised my work you tell me that it's not enough. why didn't you bother to do anything then? i'm going to sound VERY arrogant here and say that the person who is in a mass communication course is me, not you. i have been studying this since last July and believe me when i tell you that your idea of news coverage is horribly 19th century. why do i bother to even say this? because the person doesn't consider themselves as my friend anymore, so why should i continue to do so? don't want to be friends? whatever, it's your decision, not mine. i still can't believe that after depending on me to come up with so many things when you could only come up with a fraction of that, you choose to turn around and stab me in the back with all these accusations. if you wish to end it like this, suit yourself. i'm not going to let myself be bogged down by your nonsensical thinking and views on how this and that should be done. because YOU are the one who has not done enough.